About friendship

About friendship

I always hear some people say that the purest friendship only exists in childhood. This is extremely sad. But so many people are in favor. It can be image how hard and lonely this world is. I do not know how to describe my feeling. Once may be I do not agree with this statement. But now I really do not know. Time really can change something. Unconsciously the people surrounding me have changed.

   I do not know if the changes are good or bad. Perhaps it is the way to protect them. After all we grow up and start to accept the things and tests from this society. Perhaps it is the reason why so many people like to spend their time on the Internet. They choose to play online games and chat with the strangers, but not to talk with their friends. The strangers in the games do not know you and it means that they need not to betray your secrets. I also like to play online games, such as Maple Story. I once because of maple mesos, I quarrel with my friend. Now I think it is so meaningful. Can the mesos really change my life? But only the unbalances in my heart make me sad. How fierce the society is. But I really do not think that there is no true friendship in my life.

   I have to think about the friendship again and again. What is friendship? Once I thought friend in need is friend indeed. When I play the Maple Story and when I need money to buy cheap mesos, I will ask my friends in the game for help. In fact the true friend needs not us to impose so much to it. Even they can not give me the maplestory mesos I need, but I think he or she is my true friend, then he or she is really. Sometimes I think my friends have done something to hurt me, but in the meanwhile, whether what I do is all right. Sometimes the time you get along with someone, you will find his or her shortcoming more. Although we do not want these things to happen, but they still happen again and again.

   I spend several nights to think about some questions about friendship. Why some people make a huge loss to a friend, but they will make up soon? Why someone says just a few words that make friends never choose to forgive? Why some enemies through a long to struggle can become your friends at last? Why some friends quarrel with you will not be better than enemies? Sometime I choose to escape and I still like to buy maple story mesos to play the Maple Story.

   Friendship is really a hard problem to solve. But I am still willing to believe that true friendship is surrounding me.