Warm winter fails to cover up my miss

Warm winter fails to cover up my miss

Friends told me that this winter would not be too cold. May be in last year I would be glad to hear about this news. But this time I only feel a strong miss in my heart. He had left me for six months. The time passed away so quickly. I thought the time was the best way to cure my wound. In fact I never feel a strong pain now, but all of things happened in the past easily hurt my disguise in some lonely nights. When I see maplestory mesos, I will remind of him.

   I never allow myself to think of him, but I can not control myself. A lot of things are recalled again and again. Time really can not bring away anything, and pains are so clear and obvious. Our days in Maple Story are the sweetest and the most painful days in my life. If I was given a chance to choose, I really did not know how to choose. I was full of contradictions. After he left, I was afraid to set foot in Maple Story. My account and the maple mesos still exist, but where is the person? He has said that I was the person he was always looking for. I have remembered his words, but the promise always failed to go through the reality.

   I remembered that once he always bought mesos for me. I thought he treated me with his true mind. I thought I had found a person who would accompany with me not only in the game but also in reality. But I was always wrong. The person who gave me warm and concern, I did not know whether you remembered me. Whether you remember or not is not important for me. It is the fact that I have loss you.

   I remembered when we got together to do the tasks, I always liked to follow with him and enjoyed the feeling he protected me. The most happiness moment was that he could earn cheap mesos. But all of things passed away. My girl friend once advised me not to fall in love with the person in the games. But if I can control my feeling, then I will not allow myself to miss him until now. Now I think of our love is like the maple story mesos which is unreal, what else I want to have?

   When this winter end up, the spring next year will become. I hope I can learn to forget.